As long as there’s light
In my bones
I’ll hold this space for you
I’ll hang my heart
In the firmament
Of heaven
And pray for peace
To find you
And bring you
Safely home
Nikki Sterling @paragonwords
As long as there’s light
In my bones
I’ll hold this space for you
I’ll hang my heart
In the firmament
Of heaven
And pray for peace
To find you
And bring you
Safely home
Nikki Sterling @paragonwords
I’ve had enough
I’ve wiped my hands clean
The breaking is evident
I’ve loved and lost
I’ll clean up the mess
You’ve made of me
My bones are weeping
Begging me to look inward
To step in from the cold
To let you go
If only my bones know
That I’ve been loving you
Since the dawn of time
And sometimes love
Is eternal
Nikki Sterling 2021 @paragonwords
✨ I no longer fear the darkness or the pain of loosing you. I welcome the challenge to exist and be at peace in the midst of chaos. I am confident in the knowledge that words can no longer hurt me. I am flexing my brave, living my truth and accepting that my purpose is greater than all my fears. ✨✨
~@paragonwords©️2019
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I choose the darkness
The late lament of my soul
Held me hostage
Pain dropped in my bones
Paralyzed my love for you
Your existence pierced
My reality
And I’m left to
Curate my pain in silence©
©Paragonwords 2018
Hollow prayers
And pretty lips
Cast the trembling
From my bones
Words embedded
In silence
Stitched my lips
With a blessing
Shut out
The impending
Darkness©
No one notice that the days are getting shorter, that hope is fading. No one seems to care. These days I notice everything. The whips of smoke that seems to spell your name in the sky. The sweet call of hummingbirds reminding each other of their undying love. The way memories taste like ash and licorice. There’s a fountain of pain that rises up within me, each one recounting my failures, my regrets, my past. The countless ways my heart wraps around dead words, trying to bring them back to life. This world once light me on fire, filled me with hope, kissed me each morning with it’s glorious beauty, now I search the days trying to find something worthy, something that will remind me that life is worth fighting for.
Life is a battle
A cadence of irreversible decisions
The truth bleeds out
From the edges of time
We see nothing
We feel nothing
Until it’s too late
Death lick the nonsense
That flowed from our tongues
We have out played our hands
The curtain is falling
Our nakedness exposed
The air is tight
Thunder is gathering
Exile memories
Bond together
Fighting for survival
At night we sleep with the demons
And rise expecting the world
To bend to our will
We are mere puppets
Walking a thin line
Between life and death©
©copyright 2017 @paragonwords
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Revenge taken
Fingers held to the flame
Burning up
On the inside
Man made walls
Could not keep me out
I do not come in peace
let me show you my scars
And the pain still entomb
within my heart
This day is black
for my eyes can only see
The darkness you imposed
within me©